i dont know what to do or what to say. i dont know who i am....i know thats sad. i dont know if this is who im suppose to be or if this is what people want me to be. my parents want me normal. my friends want me to be me....but what happens if i dont know who me is....should i act normal for my parents and try to act the way my friends think i am? what if i dont even know who i am...maybe im just a freak with no personality to themselves...i may act dumb or smart but im neither....nor am i good at anything in particular...and i think my only friend that my understand me cant talk to me...my parents are pissed i dont have more friends my age...they are mad because i have stopped eating....and now i cant stop crying...i dont know any more...i just wished i wasnt born or that i was invisible to everyone around me....at least then i could just be there and try to figure out who i am....not try to act who everyone wants me to be